Could it improve?

For once? Maybe this time. Who knows? I feel happy, very happy considering. Im not quite sure whats going on

I've been told to just let what happens happen, which I dont mind. its weird.

I see the future when I think about it, see a solid future. Its odd, faces are clear, no longer blurry, dreams are crisp and new. I wonder why that is.

Perhaps its a new window in my life, a new beginning, of something big?

Maybe the beginning to what could be an actual life, instead of just breathing in and out.

I'll wait and see in the next few weeks, just what exactly it all is, I'll just have to do that.

There could really be something here, I just have to let it open up so I can know for sure.